Downerz

Wow...yesterday was great...til I went to the doctor. So let me tell you what sorta happened....as I saw it. So I get there, knowing I lied to my doctor. I say "lied" because I told him the next time he saw me, I would have lost some weight.Well, guess what! I gained a pound. So...LIE!!! So here is my life at the doctor's. I go to a "free" clinic so I get the joy of having a student doctor. I'm not complaining....ok complaining a little. But only because I have these doctor's for about a year or so and then they switch doctors on me and I have to retrain them! The nerve! Ok...so for now I have Dr. C (the student doctor), who works under the Resident Doctor....Dr. K (LOVE HIM!!!) Ok...so Dr. C is great too!

So just to give you a little update on what is going on. DUH...I'm diabetic! But that is not the only thing. I have this weird menstrual cycle thingy too. What's weird? Well, it's not really happening right now. Dr. C is trying to figure out why....but yesterday I got the "your sick and not getting better, and if you lose some weight it will fix most of your crap" speech from Dr. K. Talk about a downer! Actually it went more like, "your insulin is out of control, your numbers are too high, your liver is showing signs, you have an immune system more of a HIV patient, and I'm afraid you will end up in the hospital soon." That was the downer. So I have to get a grip. It's not going to be easy. I haven't said anything to the boys about it. Chris knows....only because he hounded me until I told him what was wrong. Can I say I'm scared?

So Pharmy K....you sure you really want to know what it's like in the Louise-head?! Might be kinda scary at times, just warning you! Don't worry....love you too!

Onto other news....Bri told us how things are going with her treatment. Since I haven't said before...Bri is Bobby's girlfriend. Ok...some don't know who these characters are. So the main people in my life are as follows:
Chris is hubby
Bobby is son
Shawn is nephew(or son...we have guardianship and he calls me mom)
Brianna is Bobby's girlfriend
Cary is my best friend
Caleb is Cary's son
Skylar is Cary's daughter
That's the main roles...I will mention others later
Anyways....Bri's has a rare cancer and she told us today that they have finished with the radiation. Good to hear....except she is having to do a more intense chemo treatment. May be times she has to stay at the hospital for awhile. I think she was afraid, mainly for Bobby's sake. She told me that she was afraid he couldnt handle it if something happened to her. I explained that we have already been thru this before with Caleb and that he is not like the typical high school boys. I raised him different and better than that. We assured her not to worry about it, but to let us know if she was put in the hospital so we knew where she was and could go see her. I really like her.

I volunteered to sing with another church at a function they are having this monday. Kinda scared to do it, but I know there will be others from our choir there so that makes it a little better. Kassi is going with me and a couple other altos might make it. Not much going more going on right now. Just trying to make it thru. Somehow gotta find a routine that will work. At least the high school bowling is over. That will save some of my days! Still doing alot of bowling on the weekends though. Bobby has a league Thursdays. Bobby and Shawn have league on Saturday, and Chris and Shawn have league on Sunday right after church. I guess I will figure it all out like I always do. I get to baby sit this weekend, my little Brookie! She is soooo cute!

Well, til next time!

UGGGGG.....SNOW!!!!!!

Ok...this is bad. Already fell of the wagon. Did good the first day, but then all that stupid snow came in. Stuck in the house and just felt yucky. Boys are doing ok and minding, but their simple presence is annoying me. Always on the computer or phone or wii. I have retreated to my bedroom with my tv. Makes for a depressive state. Now I find out I have no hot water. Really???? That means no shower, no washing dishes, no laudry.....uggggggg!!!!

Last night my sugars were over 500. This morning it was over 300. I'm going back to bed to watch tv. PLEASE SNOW GO AWAY!!!! I NEED SOME ENERGY AND HOT WATER!